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There is the purely mechanical, material prayer, with words
        which have been learnt and are mechanically repeated. That
        does not signify anything much. And that has usually only one
        single result, that of quietening the person who prays, for if a
        prayer is repeated several times, the words end up by making
        you calm.
            There is a prayer which is a spontaneous formula for ex-
        pressing something precise which one wants to ask for: one
        prays for this thing or that, one prays for one thing or another;
        one can pray for somebody, for a circumstance, for oneself.
            There is a point where aspiration and prayer meet, for there
        are prayers which are the spontaneous formulation of a lived
        experience: these spring up all ready from within the being, like
        something that's the expression of a profound experience, and
        which offers thanksgiving for that experience or asks its contin-
        uation or asks for its explanation also; and that indeed is quite
        close to aspiration. But aspiration is not necessarily formulated
        in words; or if it is formulated in words, it is almost a move-
        ment of invocation. You aspire for a certain state; for instance,
        you have found something in yourself that is not in keeping
        with your ideal, a movement of darkness and ignorance, per-
        haps even of ill-will, something that's not in harmony with what
        you want to realise; then that is not going to be formulated in
        words; that will be like a springing flame and like an offering
        made of a living experience, asking to grow larger, be magni-
        fied and ever more and more clear and precise. All that may be
        put into words later, if one tries to remember and note down
        one's experience. But aspiration always springs up like a flame
        that rises high and carries in itself the thing one desires to be
        or what one desires to do or desires to have. I use the word "de-
        sire", but truly it is here that the word "aspire" should be used,
        for that does not have either the quality or the form of a desire.
                                                      CWM 5: 139-41


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