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Today at soup time I remained concentrated. I felt all kinds of
eccentric movements rise up, but they were not in contact with
the Mother. Sometimes when I concentrate to get contact with
her force and touch, I feel that my head is becoming a solid
block, compact, and that my mind has become a vacuum. But I
think this prevents the opening and permits attacks from above
when the consciousness goes below.

You write always as if all opening must be to the confused men-
tal and vital movements, thoughts, voices etc. That is not so.
You can be open in all your being, but to the Mother alone, to
the Divine alone and to nothing else.
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When the consciousness is filled with the Mother's force, then
there is the condition you speak of as felt in the head—a sol-
id block, compact, silent, free from all random thoughts and
movements. But this can be felt not only in the head, but in
all the body and also in all the consciousness above, around
and below the body. When it is like that then all foreign intru-
sions are either automatically excluded or if they come, easily
observed and rejected as not one's own and not the Divine's.
One feels full of the Divine, full of the Mother's force and pres-
ence so that nothing else can enter and misuse the mind, the
vital or the body.
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Sita suffered without Rama, the Gopis without Krishna—how
they longed for God! This will not happen to us because you
and the Mother are here with us. If this is the Truth, why do
we still feel dissatisfied at times? How to establish the Truth
in the mind and vital so that we have an end to the feelings of
dissatisfaction?

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