Page 8 - All India Magazine May-2020

The Mother’s experience during Yoga of the Earth
There is at the moment an entire study going on in the
subconscient on the cause of illnesses. I am not seeing very
pleasant things....
There is a whole zone in the most material vital which
penetrates, as it were, the subtle physical – that's where ill-
nesses are formed. You see swarms of completely crooked
formations – a lack of sincerity. And it expresses itself in im-
ages: I see all kinds of people and do all kinds of things in a
special zone – the same people who are elsewhere are here
too under a special aspect. It's a mixture of the deformation
of consciousness, the deformation of language, the defor-
mation of forms – swarms and swarms! ... For hours.
But I was always accompanied by a form, not a very pre-
cise one, but which was the materialisation in that realm
of the Lord's Presence. I remember having for the work en-
tered a huge room, completely bare, without anything, in a
half-light, when suddenly I felt something grabbing hold of
me here (gesture at the nape of the neck), something I even
felt physically (I was lying in my bed, but I felt it physically).
So I pointed it out to that Form which was accompanying
me everywhere – so attentive, so close – to explain and
show things to me; I complained, saying, "Look, something
has grabbed hold of me, it even hurts physically." So I saw
a kind of arm come and take that thing on my neck, pull it
away and present it to me: it was like one of those big bats
that are called flying fox (there are some here, they eat little
birds, chicks ...), it was clinging to my neck! He said, "Oh,
it's nothing! It's only that." (Mother laughs) And it was a big
thing like this (about three feet) which had grabbed hold of
me here and had its two claws still out (he had wrenched it
off my neck). It had become flat and almost inert, but it was

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